short and sweet (i was never any good with goodbyes)

This week is proving to be a series of lasts.  The last vanilla latte for take-away from Tansey’s Deli, the last load of laundry which I find innovative ways to dry around my room and my last day in the office that has welcomed me so wholly I felt as if I were part of the permanent staff.  It is hard to put into words the mix of emotions I am feeling as I move through my last few days in Maynooth.  I have come to love this small town outside of Dublin and I know it is because of the people I have met during my time here. 

There are many ways to describe what “home” is and as I sit reflecting on my time here, I realize Maynooth has become a home.  Home isn’t just a set of coordinates on a map; it’s a place where you feel comfortable enough to be yourself.  I have had many homes: my college apartment, Belmont Rd, 3 Ocean, Los Remedios, and now Humanity House.  I want to thank the International Office for accepting me into their fold and making this such an enjoyable experience.   It says something when I am happy to come into work everyday and leave with a smile on my face. 

When I left Spain three years ago, I came home with a confidence in myself that I seem to have lost recently.  Not the type of confidence that can be portrayed on the exterior, but a self-esteem that reveals itself through every aspect of my being.  I remember who I am and am incredibly happy with it.  It seems that each time I push myself out of my comfort zone, I find that happiness all over again. 

To my family in the International Office in Maynooth, I want to thank you for the absolutely incredible summer I have had.  I'm afraid I'll start to tear up, but just know that I will come back someday soon!